~~ 我为何 ~~

我为何孤单~
我为何选择孤单~
我为何自残~
我为何选择自残~
我为何流血~

我为何选择流血~

我为何流泪~

我为何选择流泪~
我为何伤心~

我为何选择伤心~

我为何痛苦~

我为何选择痛苦~
我为何难受~
我为何选择难受~
我为何还活着~
我为何还选择活着~

我就是那么笨~

明知道不适合还是要硬硬来~

这就是我自讨苦吃~

是活该的~

我弹不到琴~

吹不到乐器~

都是我自己的错~

没有人会像我一样那么笨~

选择了不该选择的路~
一错再错~

结果就是这样~

把自己也给累坏了~

现在还要到辅导处~

去接受辅导~

使到大家都为我操心~

使到大家为我伤心~

我活着只是给大家一个包袱~

我活着只是带给大家麻烦~

我真是个多余的家伙~

~~ I jUst w@nt3d tO shOw yOu sOm3 LOv3 ~~

I just wanted to tell you I really love you...

Why you just trying to escape...

I get confuse that what did I do...

Is it I did something wrong...

Or I did things that make you want to escape when you see me...

I really really sad...

I don't know what to do so that you will not escape again...

Can anyone tell me...

I really really love you...

~~ Cut3 littl3 mOm ~~

~~ yeah ~~ have birthday cake to eat ~~

~~ is she cute ~~ blowing candles ~~

~~ is she seems young like dis ~~ come and guess her age ~~
~~ Ｉbet I will win you ~~
~~ have a try ~~

~~ 自虐 ~~ 2 ~~

~~ this is the photo when it is on Sunday ~~

~~ this is on Wednesday ~~

~~ and this is yesterday ~~

~~ how do you feel after seeing these photos ~~

~~ please tell me your feelings ~~

~不想你很痛苦~

我是否应该这么样~
那你怎么不告诉我呢~
你可以不要这么样吗~
我很无奈的啊~
你真的那么残忍吗~
难道你不想让我知道~
还是你有什么原因~
这么样的生活~
是多么的痛苦~
是多么的难受~
谁可以理解我~
我很想找到一个真正的知己啊~
真的那么难吗~

~~ BiG f@n ~~

B ~~ wow ~~ huge fan in the hall ~~

~~ just let me feel that it is going to rain ~~ haha ~~

is it a huge fan~

I saw it yesterday~
you know what~

my hair become mess by standing below it~

haiz~

make me always go to the washroom to tidy it up~

but it is a special fan in Mnalaysia~
haha~

~~ 自虐 ~~

~~ 考试压力大 ~~ 自己也不知道自己割自己 ~~

~~ 第二天才知道 ~~

~~ 割的时候不痛 ~~ 割完后痛 ~~

~~ 这已经是上次考试的事情了 ~~

~~ MiSs Fr3nz ~~

~~ hey guys ~~ still remember me ~~ I am Khai Shuen ~~ from Mic key's Group ~~

~~ hey guys still remember me ~~ the sleeping beauty ~~

~~ even Jia Ern standing beside still sleeping ~~

~~ we are best frenz ~~

~~ this is the ~~ beautiful people ~~ they are BEAUTIFUL GUYS AND GIRL ~~

~~ handsome Tze Herng ~~ good luck studying in Australia ~~

~~ cute cute hamster ~~ Ming Han ~~

~~ friendly Alif ~~ cool ~~

~~ the youngest in Mind Champs ~~ Zheng Li ~~

~~ Kelvin ~~ my active trainer ~~

~~ still remmeber us ~~ Mickey Group ~~

~~ women in black ~~ Fang Yuan ~~ joker ~~

~~ playful Max ~~ well dancer ~~

~~ haha ~~ the big brother in Mind Champs ~~ Nick ~~

~~ oo no ~~ getting more and more people want to take picture ~~

~~ say cheese ~~ please ~~ don't eat apple ~~

~~ cute fighting in Mind Champs ~~

~N3w fr3nz~

this is my new friend~
is he handsome~
he is a Japanese~
he used to play cello~
he is a nice guy~
but he is not my boyfriend~
i really like his this photo~
in this photo~
he looks smart~
handsome~
intelligent~
hope that my boyfriend also as good as him~
~^^"~

~户外考察之旅~

~~平时一定是读书读到疯狂的了~~ 现在就睡个好觉~~

（哎呀~ 你呀~ 臭小子~ 别拍我的睡样~ 要收费的哦~ 有版权的啊~）--设计对白

~~老师，您气喘了啊？连嘉正都走快过你了~~ 不要只顾看看后面的刘师母有没有跟着来啊~~

（你们走这么快~ 不等刘师母啊？）--设计对白

~~老师，别做坏别人的跷跷板啊~~

（你知道吗？我还比你年轻很多~ 我现在重返童年啊~） --设计对白

~~嘉正正发呆...~~

（老师，您不要以为你这么样就能够年轻过我啦~）--设计对白

~我的命运~

为什么我总是那么样~
时常被欺负~
刚刚又被人骂~
他不是我的妈妈~
他不是我的朋友~
不知道为什么~
我总是被人骂~
很奇怪~
没做错也会被骂~
你说~
到底是不是做错事就不会被骂~
为什么我的路就是那么难走~
可能是考验我吧~

~暗恋2~

暗恋有错吗~
怎么我暗恋人会被另一个人骂~
而且那人不是女的~
暗恋一个人有什么错~
怎么还会被另一个人说~
说我错了的呢~
我也是人啊~
暗恋一个人不也是正常的事吗~
怎么别人暗恋没事~
我暗恋别人~
竟会被人骂~
很难受~

~暗恋~

我正暗恋某人...
但已经很久了...
不知道该怎么去面对...
虽然时常都可以看到他...
但我的心偶尔都会心丝丝...
我的感觉时而难受...
时而快乐...
不知道要怎么办才好...

~Confusing~

I am not sure why I want to write this blog...
Is it I have something not yet done...
Is it I am waiting for someone...
Is it I am confusing with something...
I am wondering what am I wondering for...
What I supposed to do...
Do I still have many friends...
Do I still have friends who care for me...
Do I still have friends who I can tell my secret to...
Who can be my good listener...
I really need a good listener and who will not tell my secret to anyone...

期盼

最近，我正在期盼着某些事情。。。
不知道在近期会否实现。。。
我一直在等待着这件事的出现。。。
真的不知何时才能等到那一刻的到来。。。
我所期盼的事只有一人能办得到。。。
可是不知道他是否看过我的博格。。。
希望终有一天他能够看到了这一则博格后，帮我实现我所期盼的事。。。
无论如何。。。
我会等待那一刻的。。。
我在此也愿看我博格的朋友们的期盼能够实现。。。