~Confusing~

I am not sure why I want to write this blog...
Is it I have something not yet done...
Is it I am waiting for someone...
Is it I am confusing with something...
I am wondering what am I wondering for...
What I supposed to do...
Do I still have many friends...
Do I still have friends who care for me...
Do I still have friends who I can tell my secret to...
Who can be my good listener...
I really need a good listener and who will not tell my secret to anyone...